I was always afraid to let girls, or anyone, see the size of my cock, IF we can call it a cock. I guess penis is best. I’m very small down there. I’m 32 and only 3 inches long when erect, and only as thick as my thumb. I am not a big man, 5ft. 9in tall, weigh 140lbs. Early on I knew i didn’t want anyone, especially girls to seem my penis. At 14 and 15 though I was dying for something more than my hand. I knew the embarrassment and humiliation it would create so I stayed to myself. Eventually; I gave in to this married guy that I worked for during the summers. He was bi, and he loved sex he said with young guys. Before it went further I told him I’d like to do “something” not knowing what, but that I had a really small penis and wanted him to know that upfront. His replay was “Does it cum?” I answered that I did regularly and he said it was good then. As long as it could cum in his mouth he was fine, then he added the ominous – – – “Besides, you’ve got one of the hottest bodies, and super hot asses I’ve ever seen, on anyone, male or female, and I would love to make you moan and groan, I know I could make your cock cum by just fucking you”. There it was, I knew it, and to tell the truth, to have sex, to get off in someones mouth, and talk about BJs with the other guys I was willing to do what he wanted. “Can I stick mine in your. . . you know, behind?” I sheepishly asked. “Depends on how big it is” he said. “As long as it’s small like you say, that should be no problem”. To me that meant I would be having sex, not just getting fucked, but I’d actually fuck someone too.
We both prepped the time, his wife was out of town for a few days, and I told my parents I was staying over with him since we had several projects to finish before the wife came home. Very nervous I went into the house, he took me to their bedroom straight away. “I laid out some things of hers you can wear” he said. I hadn’t expected to have to wear his wifes underwear and lingerie. He left, I dressed, and came out. He complimented me and took me to the toilet. He gave me some eye shadow, lipstick and a little other makeup. I parted my long brown hair down the middle and put two berettes in. When i came out that time he was just in his PJ bottoms and had a tent in his pants. I’d never thought about how big his cock might be. What if it was too big to get into my little butt? What if he damaged me back there? All kinds of things came into mind. I finally asked him about it and he said not to worry, he’s had 4 guys who were anal virgins, and his wife and1 other girl who were anal virgins and he didn’t “damage” them. He took me to their bedroom, he pointed to her side of the bed for me, and took off his PJ bottoms. Hanging at his crotch was 8 inches of cock. Thankfully not as thick as I’d seen pictures of. But I was thinking it was going to hurt anyway. I asked him if he wanted me to blow him now and he said no. He put on some porn, gay sissy porn, young boys dressed like me getting their mouths and butts fucked by older naked me, like him. Soon his head was at my lap and he pulled down my silk panties showing my little guy. It was hard, and he didn’t say anything, he just started sucking. It probably only took about 2 minutes for me to blast in his mouth. He liked that. It was his turn. I laid across the bed and took the first cock into my mouth. Before I started i thanked him for doing it to me. Then, I was sucking cock and soon swallowing cum.
He recouped a while then put some liquid in a bottle under my nose as he stuck his cock into me. Fucking me full on, he would occasionally put the bottle to my nose to inhale as he would see me start feeling the pain. Soon it wasn’t painful, I was having sex with someone, I was getting fucked and I didn’t mind it. I got fucked, begging for him to do it by the way, two more times that night. The next morning, I pushed my little one into his non-virgin butthole and got off. I’d finally fucked someone, and gotten a BJ. OF course to do that, I’d sucked his big cock and let him fuck me 3 times.
That 4 days was like heaven. We continued as we could once his wife returned. I did start letting myself get picked up by older men for sex too. None of them mocked my penis. Then years later, still not having any pussy, I met a girl. She asked me after several dates why I always shied away from her and I finally told her. “Stacy it can’t go anywhere, I’m just going to say it. . . I’m very small down there, it’s really tiny, and I couldn’t satisfy anyone I’m sure of it”. She paused, and then told me to let her see it, and I wouldn’t do it. The next evening she shows up at my apartment and locks the door, takes off her clothes, her black haired pussy, her beautiful globes of her tits with soft pink protruding nipples and a very hot looking ass too. “Now you” she says. I told her I can’t. “Look there are other things you can do to get a girl off, if it is too small, then you get off in the girl and I can show you what to do for me, things I want done, things that make me cum” she said. “Just let me” she said as she walked up to me, opened my jeans, and reached her hand down into my underwear. “see” I said “It’s tiny” She told me not to be embarrassed about it, just to let it go. With that she pulled them down and looked at it. Then she immediately put it in her mouth and again, in a few minutes I blew in her mouth. She looked at me “You cum a huge load you know that?” I didn’t. She asked if I’d even had a girl blow me and I said no, it was the truth. She didn’t ask about any older men. She never asked if I’d fucked some old man butt, after I let them fuck me in mine. “Now take the rest off and lets get on the bed, you’re going to learn how to finger and lick pussy” she told me.
Stacey and I got married. BUT there were a few stipulations. First; she being very domme would need at times to humiliate me about my penis. She’d started some of that before and I didn’t mind. Second; she would still need some regular sized cocks to fuck her, and I had to be OK with that. Sometimes with me watching, sometimes her on her own, either way just like during our time dating, she would come to me after and suck me, then I’d lick her used pussy, creampie and all. Then she added a third; since we’re talking about marriage, I’m not sure we should have boys that have small cocks. She wanted to have someone who looked like me as much as possible, fuck her and impregnate her. To be honest I started to cry on that one. She did some research and realized that only half the DNA was mine, and her father and brother had really big cocks, not a little penis. To tell the truth my father had a big one too, I was the only tiny penis. She agreed that we’d try it my way but she reserved the right to at least get a little “other” sperm in her when and IF she wanted kids. Fourth; I had to tell her the truth about my having gay sex. She knew the look of a very opened and often fucked asshole and I had one. So i told her all about it. There wasn’t a man since before I met her, but there were many before.
So now she is my domme, she will have men over, drool over their cocks, we both suck them, she gets fucked, and I eat her after, usually after the stud leaves. Sometimes they stay and watch me lick her clean and get excited and do her again. A few have done it to me while I clean her out. She does like to humiliate me in front of her studs. Three times in Las Vegas we’ve hired bisexual women escorts and they make it, and both make fun of my penis while they’re going at it. One even asked if I could fuck her with a condom just so she could tell all the other escorts about the smallest penis that ever tried to fuck her. I couldn’t cum in her pussy, but her ass was tight enough for me to cum.